nothing changes.

sigma alpha iota crawfish boil - April 2010 - Dad, Kelli & Matt

Some things have been happening in my life that have made me nervous these past few days.  Nervous about change, whatever kind of change it is, is like a trademark of Kelli.  (maybe I should copyright it?)  And as I recently discovered about myself, it's hard for me to be excited about things if I don't know/understand the details.  Well, the details are becoming clearer, and it turns out that I'm pretty darn excited.  A few things still need to be settled, but everything is looking pretty good.  Pretty darn good.  :)

But the point of all this is to say that my nerves and fear are stemming from previous aches where I know the Lord is and has been working on me.  I have every reason to trust Him.  I know that He hears me every single time I call out to Him.  And nothing about who I am that I've figured out these last seven months changes, either.  I don't have to be anyone different, not at all.  I'm perfectly fine just the way I am.  I can go home for the weekend, to my cousin's for birthday cake and ice cream, to lunch with my small group ladies, to the Bridge with HPC, and it will be more than accepted.  There's no obligations.  It is what it is.. and what it is is quite lovely.  :)

Feeling happier every day.

xoxo