Today is the bummiest of all days.
I woke up and felt like I've forgotten how to sleep. My neck is killing me and I have been seriously clenching my jaw when I sleep, so my head is killing me. I have a ridiculous bump on my forehead that is seriously painful, like I got bit by something. It's not just a zit. Then, even though the first thing I did when I woke up was reading a devotional and journaling and praying, my heart is still in knots. (luckily this one is emotional, not physical.)
I want to keep growing, and everyone is saying that I'm getting better (yay!), but I really feel so sad. I miss my friend, but our relationship was bad for me for sure, and was probably bad for him, too, which makes me sad.
Focusing on positives:
- my hair and makeup are very pretty today.
- my mom and Krysten are so patient with me.
- first official phi lamb meetings tonight.
- I am in the top two choices for a new position at the UREC.
xoxo
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